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in character

shipping yes, but she's not super interested in romance. happy to play out smut or fade to black. she's underage as a 17-year-old, so please don't feel pressured into shipping if that makes you uncomfortable at all.

fighting & injuring yes. she's a scrappy fighter and wouldn't hold back, but she's also small and not very strong.

killing ask first – i'm generally not opposed, but try not to throw it at me out of the blue.

mindreading yes, but let's discuss ooc. in general, though, amanda has a weird brain. she doesn't think or feel like other people, and while she's a talented mimic and good at copying the external results of emotions, she doesn't feel them herself.

content warnings

general content warning amanda has an unspecified emotional disorder which means that, according to her, she doesn't feel any emotions at all. she says it's been diagnosed as borderline personality and later as "antisocial with schizoid tendencies". she talks very frankly about this and may describe herself in a way or use terminology which is offensive or not accurate to people with personality disorders. this does not reflect my own opinion.

interactions amanda speaks her mind, and is extremely frank with people, which often borders on rudeness or outright meanness. this does not reflect the way i as a player think about your character – please don't take it personally!

content warning – animal death (click to expand)

amanda's backstory includes the fact that she euthanised her lame horse. she attempted to do so painlessly, but when the drugs didn't work she felt forced to go through with it anyway, and ended up violently killing the horse, leading to charges of animal cruelty. she cared deeply for the horse, and considers what she did to be merciful. she doesn't regret doing this, isn't afraid to talk about it, and sometimes brings it up in conversation.

opt out on an ooc level, i absolutely will not ever bring up the animal death without reaching out to ask first, and will include warnings. that being said, though, if there are any aspects of amanda's character that you want to avoid when interacting with her, or if you just want to opt out entirely, leave a comment on this page. no hard feelings! comments are screened.

out of character

backtagging always – i function by backtagging, so i totally understand if things get picked up and dropped here and there. i'm also happy to handwave stuff that drags on for too long – just talk to me!

threadhopping yes, on public network style posts. otherwise, ask first.

fourthwalling no actor recognition or awareness of being a fictional character, but i'm cautiously open to facetwin stuff. i prefer to approach that in the sense that they just look really similar rather than exactly the same.

player

bobby, they/them, GMT/BST. you can reach me via PM, by asking for my discord, or at crowders.